Auto boutiques-francophones Simple and secure cloud storage pinata Furniture Kindle Music Deals Store Cycling Tools minions
Crush (Orca Soundings) and over one million other books are available for Amazon Kindle. Learn more
CDN$ 9.95
FREE Shipping on orders over CDN$ 25.
Only 2 left in stock (more on the way).
Ships from and sold by
Gift-wrap available.
Crush has been added to your Cart
Have one to sell?
Flip to back Flip to front
Listen Playing... Paused   You're listening to a sample of the Audible audio edition.
Learn more
See all 3 images

Crush Paperback – Mar 1 2006

See all 6 formats and editions Hide other formats and editions
Amazon Price New from Used from
Kindle Edition
"Please retry"
"Please retry"
CDN$ 9.95
CDN$ 3.45 CDN$ 2.96

Unlimited FREE Two-Day Shipping for Six Months When You Try Amazon Student

Product Details

  • Paperback: 136 pages
  • Publisher: Orca Book Publishers (March 1 2006)
  • Language: English
  • ISBN-10: 1551435268
  • ISBN-13: 978-1551435268
  • Product Dimensions: 10.8 x 0.8 x 17.8 cm
  • Shipping Weight: 91 g
  • Average Customer Review: 5.0 out of 5 stars  See all reviews (1 customer review)
  • Amazon Bestsellers Rank: #418,582 in Books (See Top 100 in Books)

Product Description


"Absolutely charming...Mac infuses so much passion and heart into...this witty, entertaining glimpse into one kid’s summer of discovering that 'life is really hard if you’re a person who's alive.'" (John Burns Gerogia Straight 2006-04-20)

"This book achieves the goal of providing a provocative storyline with high teen appeal...Recommended." (CM Magazine 2006-06-23)

"An emotionally complex story. Communal living, drug addiction, and, of course, the lesbian content will all be sure-fire discussion points, and these same elements, especially the hot romance, make this an intriguing book for fluent and struggling readers alike." (The Bulletin of the Center for Children's Books 2006-08-09)

“I was impressed by this book and how it handled a sensitive and potentially awkward situation.” (Resource Links 2006-10-01)

"A bright, lovely novel...well thought out." (Hi-Rise 2006-08-01)

"[A] strong story of love and sexual identity, rooted in well-drawn characters and well-imagined situations." (Quill & Quire 2006-06-01)

From the Back Cover

Would kissing a girl be different from kissing boys? If all I did was kiss her would that make me queer? Because of a moment of indiscretion, Hope's parents send her to New York to spend the summer with her hipster sister while they travel to Thailand. Miserable, Hope ends up meeting Nat, and developing a powerful crush. The only problem is that Nat is a girl. Hope is pretty sure she isn't gay. Or is she? Struggling with new feelings, fitting in and a strange city far from home, hope finds that love-and acceptance-comes in many different forms.

See all Product Description

Inside This Book

(Learn More)
Browse Sample Pages
Front Cover | Copyright | Excerpt | Back Cover
Search inside this book:

What Other Items Do Customers Buy After Viewing This Item?

Customer Reviews

5.0 out of 5 stars
5 star
4 star
3 star
2 star
1 star
See the customer review
Share your thoughts with other customers

Most helpful customer reviews

Format: Hardcover
Vancouver's Carrie Mac has devised the perfect Orca Soundings novel, and whether that's by design or accident, it's also absolutely charming. Orca Soundings are issue-driven fiction for reluctant teen readers. Translation: big problems, little words. But with Crush, Mac infuses so much passion and heart into the story of a girl who's maybe crushing on another girl that it doesn't feel calculated in the least. Hope is the daughter of hippies, a little wild, maybe (there was that married guy in the hayloft, with the condom and the pot), but her priorities are all right. When she says goodbye for the summer to her parents - they're off to Thailand to build a volunteer school; she's parked in New York with her troubled older sister - she weeps. "No sane teenager should be sad to get rid of her parents for a couple of months, but I am. Suddenly, this is the saddest event in modern times." Hope isn't sure why the sudden lust for the boyish mechanic chick, but she's smart enough to ask herself some probing questions: "Just to say I'd kissed a girl? Is it because I'm staying with lesbians?....It could also just be me doing what I often do, which is doing something for the sake of experience." Find some answers in this witty, entertaining glimpse into one kid's summer of discovering that "life is really hard if you're a person who's alive."
Was this review helpful to you? Yes No Sending feedback...
Thank you for your feedback. If this review is inappropriate, please let us know.
Sorry, we failed to record your vote. Please try again.

Most Helpful Customer Reviews on (beta) 7 reviews
3 of 4 people found the following review helpful
excellent read for anyone April 24 2007
By Reader Views - Published on
Format: Paperback
Reviewed by Gracie Fowler (age 14) for Reader Views (3/07)

Crush is about seventeen-year-old Hope, who has been raised in a commune. She is being sent to live with her sister in New York City while her parents build a school in Thailand. Her sister, Joy, is less than thrilled to be hosting Hope. After spending all of her money on a vet visit for her Dog, Hope finds herself broke, but soon finds a job as a nanny for Maira, a woman she met on the plane to New York. When arriving at Maira's lavish house, Hope finds out something she wasn't expecting. Maira has a girlfriend, Larissa. Hope isn't too sure about working for a gay couple, but after the two women offer her a room and comfort her in her homesickness, she accepts. This would be her first step into the gay scene.

While in New York, Hope meets Nat, an athletic bike shop owner. Hope falls for Nat, but questions her feelings. The rest of the story is centered on Hope becoming more comfortable with herself and her sexuality with the help of Maira and Larissa.

Although it is occasionally hard to understand Hope's feelings for Nat, I think the story is well-written and easy to read. I think Carrie Mac did an awesome job of showing the Hope's insecurity with her sexuality. She also showed the type of parents you don't often see in GLBT teen books, the kind that accept their child as gay. Most GLBT teen stories are based on the parents who abandon and hate their kids, when in reality, most don't. I loaned this book to a friend and she really enjoyed it and said it helped her come to understand her own sexuality. I believe "Crush" would be an excellent read for anyone, whether or not they enjoy reading or are questioning they're own sexuality.

Book received free of charge.
1 of 1 people found the following review helpful
Short, but Sweet Nov. 21 2009
By K... - Published on
Format: Paperback
Crush is a small peek into the life of Hope (or as her sister refers to her, Hopeless). Carrie Mac hits the mind of a confused teen dealing with a same-sex crush spot on. Hope's inner dialogue is real and touching. Although short (I read it in an hour), Crush offers comfort to all teens, gay and straight, during one of the most confusing times of their lives.
6 of 9 people found the following review helpful
short-changed July 22 2009
By N. Kline - Published on
Format: Paperback
It may seem churlish to quarrel with a book that has good intentions and a happy-ending message, but I found Crush, from its unoriginal title to its sketchy ultra-short content, frustrating from beginning to end. It's not a novel. It's not a short-story. And it does not read like a novella. Layout is terrible: no margins, extra-large print. It all just served to remind me I wasn't reading a real book.

Crush features super-short 'chapters' which jump around with set-up material that might have been relevant in an actual novel--but here wound up feeling completely beside the point. We have backstory about the main character's retro-60s parents and their life on a commune and their alternative spirituality. Lots of it. We have sketchy backstory about main character's sister and her drug problem. More backstory about vaguely unsatisfactory relationships with boys. Etc. (Can I remember main character's name, 3 days after reading this? No, I cannot.)

For what it's worth, by the time we finally get to the few actual interactions between the two girls, they do feel both au-courant and genuine (as a crush; which is all this is about). That's limited to about 15, 20 pages. The interactions between main character and the Nice Lesbian Couple who temporarily adopt her... a little stilted but alright. It's the kind of book you could assign in a liberal high school as the literary equivalent of an AfterSchool Special, but it's got no real center.

So: what is this published object, exactly? It's an outline. A book proposal with a few short sample chapters. The whole thing is no more than 50,000 words, max. And should be half that long. And costs ten bucks. I felt burned: still do. Which is the publisher's fault, not the author's. If it had been published elsewhere at greater length... it'd still have been a tough sell, with a lot of very disparate elements; and I'm still not convinced it would have worked.
i was very pleased! April 5 2011
By Jessica Len - Published on
Format: Paperback Verified Purchase
well at first i was very suprised because the book is far smaller than i thought it was going to be, BUT for what the book was it was very good. Great purchase.
iiiiiiiii April 17 2014
By amanda graci - Published on
Format: Paperback Verified Purchase
i chose this because i love the book. came brand new also! i love lesbo books when they fall in love of even struggle thur life