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His Bright Light [Hardcover]

Danielle Steel
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Sep 8 1998
"This is the story of an extraordinary boy with a brilliant mind, a heart of gold, and a tortured soul. It is the story of an illness, a fight to live, and a race against death."

From the day he was born, Nick Traina was his mother's joy. By nineteen, he was dead. This is Danielle Steel's powerful personal story of the son she lost and the lessons she learned during his courageous battle against darkness. Sharing tender, painful memories and Nick's remarkable journals, Steel brings us a haunting duet between a singular young man and the mother who loved him--and a harrowing portrait of a masked killer called manic depression, which afflicts between two and three million Americans.

Nick rocketed through life like a shooting star. Signs of his illness were subtle, often paradoxical. He spoke in full sentences at age one. He was a brilliant, charming child who never slept. And at first, even his mother explained away his quicksilver moods. Nick always marched to a different drummer. His gift for writing was extraordinary, his musical talent promised a golden future. But by the time he entered junior high, Danielle Steel saw her beloved son hurtling toward disaster and tried desperately to get Nick the help he needed--the opening salvos of what would become a ferocious pitched battle for his life.

Even as he struggled, Nick's charisma and accomplishments remained undimmed. He bared his soul in his journal with uncanny insight, in searing prose, poetry, and song. When he was finally diagnosed and treated, it bought time, but too little. In the end, perhaps nothing could have saved him from the insidious disease that had shadowed him from his earliest years.

At once a loving legacy and an unsparing depiction of a devastating illness, Danielle Steel's tribute to her lost son is a gift of life, hope, healing, and understanding to us all.

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Like Kurt Cobain, Nick Traina lived for punk rock (his bands made two CDs, Gift Before I Go and 17 Reasons), succumbed to heroin addiction, and died of suicide. His mom, Danielle Steel, takes us through her 19 twister-like years with Nick in a memoir more affecting than her potboiler novels. Like his AWOL addict father, Nick had good looks, bad behavior, and a yen for the feminine. Five days before he died, he phoned a woman he saw in a centerfold and had a new girlfriend by nightfall. But his fun was ever haunted by manic depression. At age 11, he was a bed wetter who ate all the Tylenol and Sudafed in the house. He first considered suicide at 13, as Steel learned by reading his diaries after his death.

There is tension in this story--one doctor told Steel if she could get Nick to live to 30, he'd probably live a normal life span. (For example, Nick's troubled dad resurfaced, sober, soon after his son's death.) And Steel conveys a sense of the intelligence Nick used to conceal his learning disability, and the irreverent charm that alternated with irrational rages. Oliver Sacks has urged us not to ask what neurological disease a person has, but what sort of person the disease has got hold of. Steel gives us a vivid sense of the costs of the disease to a family--and of the person who was Nick Traina. --Tim Appelo

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The best-selling novelist on the lifeAand deathAof the manic depressive son she loved so deeply.
Copyright 1998 Reed Business Information, Inc.

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1.0 out of 5 stars disappointing Nov 4 2001
Format:Paperback
A friend loaned me this book and said it would depress me and to get some kleenex ready. I didn't cry and it didn't depress me. And I'm bipolar, too. Yes, I saw myself in the book and yes, it was awful how nobody would diagnose Nick. It took years and years of my telling doctors "something is wrong!" before anyone would listen.

The book was rather boring and it seems as though DS was intent on telling us how perfect her son was, in spite of (or because of?) having BPD. Any time something went wrong, she flew to him, she catered to him. What about her other children? She had eight others...was she a mother to them as often as she was to Nick? What also got me was how she kept saying that he was her cherished child, more cherished than the others. So he was her favorite. That must have been even more fun for the other children to know.

It is truly a tragedy when anyone commits suicide. Yes, I know that if a bipolar person keeps taking their medications, chances are that they can function in society. I wish DS had given some resources in the back of her book. It would be helpful to the readers who see themselves in this book.

Basically, the book was written to dump. If a mom wants to dedicate something to her son, why not do it privately? I wonder if Nick would have wanted his story spread to the world?

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1.0 out of 5 stars Melodramatic, tiresome Mar 14 2001
Format:Paperback
I usually don't write reviews on Amazon, but felt I needed to in this case. I used to read DS when I was a teenager, then grew tired of her simplistic writing style. However, when I saw this book I was intrigued as to what she could do with such a serious subject matter. I was sorely disappointed.

Very melodramatic, very tiresome with a recurring theme. This kid could do no wrong even when he was being a stinker. (Nick was a golden boy, but troublesome. Nick was a genius, but couldn't concentrate. Nick was a sweetheart, but treated people like crap). I couldn't even make it through Nick's high school years. I gave up and read the ending. I rarely, rarely give up on a book, but I had to with this one.

I know suicide is a painful topic, but this book had very few redeeming, socially-worthy qualities. Another reviewer mentioned that DS's time would have been better spent on encouraging drug-awareness. I agree, whole-heartedly.

There are surely other books that deal more appropriately with this subject matter. DS turned it into yet another one of her tragic soap operas for profit. Shame on her.

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5.0 out of 5 stars A WORK OF ART Aug 24 2000
By BeatleBangs1964 TOP 100 REVIEWER
Format:Paperback
Nick Traina (he was the author's natural son and not adopted as one reviewer noted) was truly a gift. Bright and highly verbal, Nick demonstrated rare talents from a very early age. At 6 months, he greeted people with, "I'm incredible!" And indeed he was. He spoke in full sentences by age one and his first birthday party brought a smile to my face when Nick insisted on having "disco music and a clown" (remember folks, this was 1979). As a toddler, Nick talked about "when he was big" and he "was here before." I was sorry the author was terrified by this and did not wxplore this further as it would have been interesting to know Nick's perspective.

Nick abosbed languages early and was fluent in Spanish and Italian before he was three. He made fine distinctions in language and this was apparent in his refusal to learn French. For some reason, Nick never liked French and objected strenuously to hearing it spoken in his presence.

I loved Nick's strong stand on everything. He refused to wear certain things ("that has a giraffe on it! You expect me to wear that! ") and showed a maturity that one does not readily associate with toddlers.

Problems showed up early in Nick's life. Slow to toilet train, Nick wet and soiled himself and the bathtub until he was four. Pictures were done in harsh, black crayon. Nick showed sexual precocity by pinching women's bottoms and talking in quite an adult sounding manner about "loving the ladies." This from a pre-schooler!

Nick's flair for the original marked his entire, short life. He methodically collected and sorted baseball cards, he loved lip synching in costume at his school's annual show, he loved writing poetry and singing. It came as no surprise to learn that Nick got his own rock band together while still a teenager and that his poetry was of an unusually high caliber.

Nick's mental illness appeared to show up early in his life, but it was not until he was in middle school that it was formally recognized. He reverted to soiling the bathtub at age 11 and the death of a classmate seemed to set his development back further. On the one hand, Nick was very much a child, rebelling about clothing and on the other hand he exuded an adult aura that was at times, frightening. A good example of this was how he convinced the daughter of a friend of his mother and adopted father that he was really in college and that he was really 21. (He was about 12 then). It was incredible, (yes, Nick's word) that this child was so precocious in adult sexual behavior and very convincing in his presentation. He clearly had a gift for acting from all accounts and was wonderfully original and creative.

During his teen years, Nick suffered breakdowns and was hospitalized. Whenever he toured with his band, he had a medical attendant tag along to supervise him and be sure he had his regular dosages of medication. Nick seemed to accept his mental condition and seemed to feel he would just have to cope with it. In typically sounding Nick fashion, I couldn't help smiling at the author's description of how Nick was mentally on a par with adult patients, but nothing like them as far as life experiences. He had never had to confront day-to-day issues of adult life, e.g. raising a family, paying taxes, job hunting, buying a home and the like. Intellectually, Nick could hold his own and do so admirably. He was one of the most interesting people I have ever read about.

Sadly, Nick was like a comet. Bright and beautiful, a gifted work of art, Nick was so consumed with depression and mental illness that he ultimately took his life. Like a comet, the likes of this bright light will never be seen again.

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4.0 out of 5 stars His Bright Light: The Story of Nick Traina
Clearly, Nick Traina was intelligent and articulate at a very early age and, even as a toddler, his mother knew he was different. Read more
Published on Aug 9 2006 by Tami C Ryan
5.0 out of 5 stars My 1st Danielle Steel Book...Ever.
I admit it. I've never read a Danielle Steel book. I've never been interested enough, although I know many people who rave about her. Read more
Published on May 17 2004 by Eric A. Klee
5.0 out of 5 stars His Bright Light
This book is a true story written by Danielle Steel portraying the life of her son Nick Traina who was diagnosed with manic depression and committed suicide at the age of 19 yrs. Read more
Published on April 26 2004 by smartnurse123
5.0 out of 5 stars Very stimulating
I read this book about five years ago and I still think about it and some of the things that happened in it. Read more
Published on Feb 14 2004
4.0 out of 5 stars Very Touching, But Flawed
This is a very sad, very touching story about the suicide of the son of the author. Although the book is worth reading, I couldn't help noticing that Danielle Steel really isn't a... Read more
Published on Dec 3 2003
3.0 out of 5 stars touching suicide story
This well-written story shares the experiences of one family with a Bipolar young man who ultimately commits suicide. Read more
Published on Nov 15 2003 by Sheryl Gurrentz
4.0 out of 5 stars Good book - but a very biased truth
If you're a manic depressive or a parent of a manic depressive - don't read this book for advice. You might relate, but it won't help you. Read more
Published on Sep 30 2003 by Elizebeth
5.0 out of 5 stars Nick Traina - A Star in His Own Right...
This book was powerful. I mean truly wonderfully powerful. I have always loved Danielle Steele books but this one was different and odd and REAL. Read more
Published on July 23 2003 by TZ
5.0 out of 5 stars editorial review corrections.
Nick sang in 2 seperate bands; Link 80, which released the LP 17 Reasons, and the EP Killing Katie. Read more
Published on Jun 20 2003
3.0 out of 5 stars In his bright light
I am a mother who is searching for answers to my own son's problem. My son is thirteen and has struggled with behavioral issues his entire life. Read more
Published on May 11 2003
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