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  • Paperback: 260 pages
  • Publisher: Cavankerry (Nov. 13 2012)
  • Language: English
  • ISBN-10: 1933880333
  • ISBN-13: 978-1933880334
  • Product Dimensions: 15 x 2.3 x 23.4 cm
  • Shipping Weight: 431 g
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“An unflinching evocation of a Catholic girlhood. In short chapters that touch on nodes of great feeling, she summons up both torment and tenderness. The reader is ushered into a world which reaches from the rooms of her Irish immigrant house in the Bronx to the mysteries of religious feeling. The narrator is beautifully alive to the endless hazards, complications and indignities of growing up. So much of the wisdom of childhood lies in the strange blend of endurance and enchantment. Joan Handler has a sure feeling for both.” (Baron Wormser)

“We are engrossed by the often painful story of a child trapped in an obedience-based working class Catholic family, a demanding and usually unforgiving Church, and an environment seeming devoid of gentleness and pleasure. Unforgettable.” (Mickey Pearlman)

About the Author

JOAN CUSACK HANDLER, poet, editor and practicing psychologist, has two published poetry collections, five Pushcart nominations, and a Sampler Award from Boston Review.

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3 of 3 people found the following review helpful
4.0 out of 5 stars If you grew up Catholic in the 1950s, this book is for you Nov. 30 2012
By Diane - Published on
Format: Paperback
You don't have to be Catholic to enjoy Joan Cusack Handler's memoir, Confessions of Joan the Tall, but you do get a deeper level of understanding if you are.

Handler, a poet, chooses to write her memoir in the voice of Joan as an almost twelve-year-old girl, and it took me awhile to get used to that. I don't normally enjoy books written in the voice of children, but that conceit works very well for the book.

Joan has an older sister Catherine, an older brother Sonny, and a younger brother Jerry. Sonny physically and emotionally torments his siblings, with Joan getting the worst treatment. This is not just sibling rivalry, Sonny is a serious, scary bully. (Handler has said in this interview on her blog that the only sibling who has read her book is her sister.)

She is also dealing with the fact that at the age of 11 1/2, she is close to six feet tall, and that makes her the subject of ridicule in school. Her mother tries to make up for this torment by buying Joan beautiful clothes to wear, and the descriptions of her clothes are so vivid, I could picture them clearly in my mind. Her mother tells Joan that the others are jealous that Joan can wear clothes like a model.

Joan's mother tended to be cold and withholding, and sometimes beat the children with a belt, which was probably not uncommon in households in the 1950s when Joan was growing up. She idolized her father, a devout Catholic, and Joan tried desperately to live up to his high expectations.

The conflict between who she was and who she aspired to be led to physical ailments. Joan had bladder problems and developed colitis. A particularly bad case of boils is graphically described and sounded so painful, it nearly made me cry.

Anyone raised in a Catholic household and who attended Catholic school in the 1950s will be able to relate to Joan's upbringing. The nuns who taught were tough, strict and sometimes cruel. The nuns who showed Joan kindness made quite an impression on her, like the one who helped her after Joan wet her pants in the classroom.

Handler perfectly captures the angst of being twelve; the uncertainty, the need to please your parents, the desire to fit in with other students and have friends, to be just like everybody else. The funny thing is, no one ever was like everybody else. Reading it brought all those feelings right back to me.

The language here is so beautiful, it is quite apparent that Handler is a poet. It is written as if it were journal entries, most entries being just a page. You feel as is you are reading Joan's actual journal, although Handler said she did not keep a journal as a child.

As I said, if you grew up Catholic and went to Catholic school, you will get so much more out this emotional book. Joan's struggle to be a good Catholic will resonate with many, as will her desire to be a good daughter.

This book is one that will appeal to people who came of age in the 1950s (Catholics in particular), but teenagers today will also relate to Joan's story. Some of the feelings of adolescence will never change, and a teen who feels outside of the norm (and that would be most) will empathize with Handler's story.

The cover of the book is visually stunning, and the title, Confessions of Joan the Tall, evokes the stories we read about saints in Catholic elementary school. This book would make a terrific gift for someone who grew up Catholic in the 1950s.
2 of 2 people found the following review helpful
3.0 out of 5 stars Handler Captures Growing Up as a Catholic Girl in the 1950s Dec 10 2012
By Drennan - Published on
Format: Paperback
In Confessions of Joan the Tall, Joan Cusack Handler writes a memoir of growing up in a Roman Catholic home in the Bronx in the 1950s. Handler's narrative works as a coming-of-age memoir while providing a kind of nostalgia for a time when family and religious life were simpler than they are now. Handler's work is notable and stands out from the large number of Roman Catholic childhood stories (and I've read and reviewed several lately) in that hers is strictly memoir, rather than a fictionalized account and in her distinctive use of narrative voice as well as structure.

Handler writes very short chapters, sometimes a single page, each a mostly independent vignette, in the voice of her young self. I appreciate that the writing style as well as the short sections give us a sense of being inside the consciousness of Joan, the girl, rather than Joan the adult. It seems to me that there are really two types of memoirs, one that presents the perspective of the adult looking back over earlier experiences, the other that gives the impression of a kind of immediacy as the younger self experiences and narrates events in real time. Handler's memoir is of the latter type. And her writing style, her narrative voice lends a kind of immediacy to the work. Her short and nearly self contained chapters speak to the nature of memory and the young person's perception of her reality and experiences. In these ways, Handler creates a memoir that reads like an authentic experience of the world from the young person's point of view. The immediacy of the narrative--Joan, the character often speaks in the present tense--creates the sense that we, as readers, are experiencing things in real-time, as Joan does. I have to say, however, that while I appreciate and understand Handler's writing in the voice of the young Joan, there were moments when this voice struck me as not particularly authentic and believable. Joan uses syntax and expressions that just didn't seem to fit with this historical context, 1950s Bronx. For example, the repeated use of "totally" is, to my mind, reminiscent of the 1980s Valley Girl, while Joan's frequent "I think it's so cool. . ." also seems incongruent with the time, place, and ethnicity of Joan, the young girl.

Memoirs are interesting in that a well written memoir addresses something about the very nature of memory. And I think, also, that Handler's overall structure speaks to this very matter. Memory is both necessary and unreliable, full of holes. Memory represents not the factual, external truth, but the inner truth of one's own experiences. Memory retains those episodes that are infused with personal importance while letting fall by the wayside what the nonconscious deems unimportant. And Handler's short, seemingly disconnected chapters reflects all of this. She creates a window into the consciousness of her speaker, the girl Joan, that allows us to witness what her memory retains. We can only guess at those experiences that have been left out. This may be the distinction between memoir and autobiography. And this is, for me, what makes memoir, as a genre, so fascinating. We may or may not be given the factual truth, but we are allowed to observe the personal truth of our speaker as she grows up.

In Confessions of Joan the Tall, Handler also creates a nostalgia for a time when religious devotion and family life were somehow simpler, more wholesome, and closely linked. Although Joan struggles with attaining some of the standards that she perceives to be required by Catholicism, she is clear on her religious affiliation and is even aware of the ways that this structures her relationships and her life. This strikes me as much simpler than the lives of contemporary young people who often lack the structure afforded by a religious upbringing. Catholicism may not be perfect and may even have some adverse affects on Joan, yet the longing for a time when moral understanding and religious devotion were more definite is conveyed here. Closely connected to Joan's experience of the church is her family life and her devotion to family. Her relationship to her father is presented with particular warmth. Again, I sense a kind of longing for a time, not really that long ago, when in tact nuclear families were more the norm than they are now.

Confessions of Joan the Tall also works as a coming of age story. Joan struggles with nearly-universal (or at least common to middle class young people in the Western world) anxieties of fitting in with peers, being tormented (and loved) by older siblings, success in school, and relationships with the opposite sex. Her insecurity about her physical appearance is particularly poignant and strikes me as authentic. As Joan begins the painful and wonderful transition from childhood to adulthood in this book, readers can find much to relate to, even if their upbringings were different from Joan's in terms of religion, ethnicity, and even time period.

I'd like to add that Handler has a particularly lovely blog. Some of her posts overlap with the book; some do not. It's absolutely worth exploring.

This review originally posted on my book review blog, Speaking of Books. Please visit me there!

NOTE: A review copy was provided by the author and the publisher. No other compensation was received.
2 of 2 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars Portrait of a bright, sensitive 12 year-old in the 1950s Nov. 18 2012
By kathleen gerard - Published on
Format: Paperback
Joan Cusack Handler's adolescent self narrates short vignettes, diary-like entries, in her memoir of growing up as an Irish-American Roman Catholic in a predominantly working class neighborhood in the Bronx (NY) in the 1950s. This disparity of a familial culture anchored in the practice of religious faith versus the tug toward secular interests makes it hard for Joan, who wants "more than anything...(to have) a clean and pure soul," to navigate her own way in the world in this gracefully told, coming-of-age tale.

Cusack Handler's prose reverberates with evocative imagery, insight and emotion, conjuring not only the physicality, mystery and allure of the Roman Catholic faith of the 1950s, but also the authentic intensity and vacillation of adolescent feelings. The story, constructed in slice of life fragments and steeped in the present tense, deepens the intimacy of this well-drawn, psychologically astute narrative.
2 of 2 people found the following review helpful
5.0 out of 5 stars Great book - touching , joyful and sad. Has an appeal for all age groups Dec 10 2012
By A grateful reader. - Published on
Format: Paperback
I am a contemporary of the author, also came of age in the 50's, also raised a Roman Catholic. So I can relate to this memoir in several ways. However, I was not prepared to learn of the tremendous power the church held over this entire family. This is a poignant story of a young girl grappling with many issues simultaneously: mysteries of her faith, her role in her large Irish -Catholic home, her frustration with her overly tall body and her issues with self esteem. She is worthy of our attention as she bravely embarks on her path to womanhood with true grace and courage. I purchased 20 books as gifts - the recipients range in age from 15 to 86. There is truly something here for everyone. Do your heart a favor and buy this book.
5.0 out of 5 stars A fresh voice, hopeful and inspiring about surviving childhood. Aug. 3 2013
By Kentucky Quacker - Published on
Format: Paperback
"Confessions of Joan the Tall" is the often simultaneously hilarious and poignant, offbeat memoir of a year in the life of eleven, almost twelve year-old Irish Catholic schoolgirl and Bronx native Joan Cusack Handler about coping with the challenges and traumas of a 1950's childhood. The book is voiced in the form of a chaptered prose poem with the effect that the reader can `hear' the words spoken. The deceptively simple narrative stylized as a revelation of the intimate diary of the author on the cusp of adolescence belies its deeply emotional and psychological complexity. Joan declaims her innermost thoughts, concerns and fears as well as hopes and dreams in capital letters, underlined. Her daily diary registers the conflicts between a child's interpretations of Roman Catholic doctrine and her family's actual behavior which deviates from her starkly rigid perception of what is acceptable.

Young Joan measures five foot-eleven and one half inches tall supported by feet that are size eleven quadruple "A" necessitating trips to a Manhattan specialty shoe store where the salesmen invariably, rudely exclaim over their size. She looms over her classmates, particularly the boys who have not yet experienced major growth spurts. Brief succinct chapters provide a daily record of the universal pre-pubescent struggles with self-image, loyalty, and popularity. The Bronx of Joan's childhood was a relatively safe haven; her working class neighborhood was populated with two-parent households, a rigid social behavioral code and the strong bonds of a shared faith but her stature set her apart and marked her as a target for boorish behavior and unkind remarks. Simple pleasures found in the preparation for First Communion and her recognition for good penmanship are also among the highlights recounted and celebrated in her diary.

You don't have to be Catholic to fully enjoy this exuberant, ultimately upbeat voice which is a hopeful snippet of autobiography but anyone raised in the faith or who attended parochial school or university will get an extra fillip of pleasure from reading "Confessions of Joan the Tall". Joan Cusack Handler has written a very inspiring, enjoyable and profound book that is also suitable for sharing with young adults.

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