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Shy Kinda Love (What Kinda Love Book 1) by [Eshler, Deanna]
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When I was eleven, my best friend died in a car accident. When I was twelve, my mom walked out, leaving only a note to say goodbye. When I was eighteen, I was forced into witness protection.

My new name is Shyanne Adams. To protect myself, and painless existence, I do not live. I do not laugh. I do not love. For the last three years, the only meaningful thing I’ve done is care for the horse I rescued.

But now, at the age of twenty-one, the one person from both my past and present is pushing me to start living. Before I know it, I’m moving in with new friends who make me laugh. And next door is Kade Cross, the guy who wants me to love.

Kade knows that I will complicate his life, but he welcomes the challenge. He sees that I’m broken, but he doesn’t try to fix me. When he knows I’m trying to push him away, he braces for the impact.

What Kade doesn’t know is that I could have to relocate at any time. So I have to decide: is experiencing love for a short time worth the pain of losing it?

This New Adult Romance is an emotional journey through pain and healing as Shyanne decides to start living again, but never forgetting she could lose this life... just like her last one.
***Warning*** This book contains adult language and subject matter, including some flashback scenes of abuse that may be disturbing for some readers. This book is not intended for readers under the age of 18.

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  • Language: English
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I kinda loved this book mostly because I love a book that causes a physical response in the reader. Deanna Eshler does a great job of creating these moments for the reader to be sucked into characters story and emotions. I spent most of my time reading this book in tears, happy tears and sad tears. The prologue brought me into the book. I wanted to keep reading after reading the line "My name is Kade." My first wave of tears came after the line "This noise cannot be mistaken for anything but what is: someone farted" (laughing tears for the rest of the chapter). I was hooked after the emotions switch and became heavy, when we are given Shyanne's whole story. It’s a tough subject matter, and honestly, I felt like putting down the book and walking away to find something lighter to read. But I couldn't. I wanted to see how it all unfolded, how Shyanne could possibly overcome such a horrible past and allow herself to love someone enough to let them into her head, heart, and body?
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3 of 3 people found the following review helpful
HASH(0xa2257744) out of 5 stars Emotional rollercoaster... Feb. 23 2015
By Karen - Published on
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I liked this book but not loved it. Kade and Shy have a beautiful love story. Shy is such a strong and beautiful person to have gone through what she did. I am so glad Kade stuck by her side through it all. The only thing is it could use some proofreading. There was a lot of misused and misspelled words.
1 of 1 people found the following review helpful
HASH(0xa21776b4) out of 5 stars Beautiful story April 26 2015
By T London - Published on
Format: Kindle Edition
You are about to embark on a beautiful journey of a woman named Shyanne. It wasn’t pretty in the beginning. From the first page you will see the devastation she faces and the betrayal of the one person who should have protected her. Events will happen swiftly that will force her to lose everything, even her own name and identity, but it also will offer her a new beginning. She is now knocking on the door of a real second chance at life to find her dreams and fulfill them.
Ryder is her best friend/big brother type. He will be by her side as she finds her courage to look at life and engage again. He knows the boundaries Shy has set up for her life now; she isn’t willing to risk losing everything again so she won’t allow anything or anyone to bring her happiness. You can’t miss what you never had, but Ryder will push those boundaries and force her to take a chance again.
Along this path she meets Gemma and Keegan, a wonderful yin yang set of women who bring laugher and chaos to Shy’s life. Gemma is the sweet girl who sees nothing but good in people and in life. She will help Shy find the positive again while Keegan is the ornery one who has no problem belting out punishment for wrong deeds and living life to the fullest on her terms. She will offer Shy a chance to live and have fun.
Kade will be the IT man. He has dreams for his future, big plans and he is willing to find a place for Shy to fit in perfectly, even with her past. Now he just has to convince Shy that she won’t ruin his life, she can only bless it if she would just let go of seeing everything in black and white. In her world there are only three outcomes to everything, loss, pain or alone and she is going to be the one to pick which outcome she will get……..alone.
I really loved how the author wrote this story, there wasn’t an over load of drama that just took away from the real emotions of love, forgiveness and reconstructing her life. Out of everything that happens in this journey the one that touched my heart was about her dreams in life. When asked what one thing she wanted to do was, she threw out working with horses. Little did she know that was going to end up being the missing piece of who she was. She found her value and purpose and it was beautiful.
If you are looking for a feel good story about a young girl who took the abuse life handed her and made a beautiful life out of it then this is the book for you. I was so impressed with how the author delivered this plot to the readers, I will certainly be looking for more of her books. Her style invited the reader to experience the events and love the characters. Make sure you check this one out.
1 of 1 people found the following review helpful
HASH(0xa280fa80) out of 5 stars Real love doesn't give up March 29 2015
By Maria Poli-Rosie's Book Heaven - Published on
Format: Kindle Edition
This is a beautiful, sad, happy story.

Shy is a strong young woman. Her childhood was tough. Growing up, the one person that was supposed to protect her let her down. Despite everything she has been through she has a loving heart, but it's guarded. She keeps it safe deep down in her soul. She has lost so much in her life; she doesn't let herself love others or get close, she knows she might lose it all any time. We see her grow and blossom into a stronger woman, accepting life on its terms.

Ryder is her protector, the one person that knows about her past and he will do anything to stop her hurting. He is the only person that deeply knows her and she cannot fool him. He pushes her limits; pushes her to live life in the now.

Keegan and Gemma the two friends that get Shy to move on. They don't ask questions; they completely accept Shy. They make her laugh and love her unconditionally. Keegan is sassy and funny with no filter. Gemma is sweet and cheery. There is one scene where they are all sitting down at the table to eat and Keegan does something that just makes me laugh so hard and loud! No spoiler here, you will have to read the book to find out.

Then there are the boys, even Luke, the womanizer comes out looking good, But, Kade is the one. Beautiful, loving and patient Kade. He loves Shy fiercely and with his whole heart. He gives her his all and he takes everything she dishes out. There are moments that break him, but only to show how strong he really is.

This story touched me in a very deep and special way. I shed tears of joy and tears of sadness. There are sad and tender moments that made me cry. Then there are moments so funny that I burst out laughing loud and hard. Then there is the looming suspense and the past comes knocking; throwing everything off kilter. The turnaround had me holding my breath and I have a few new wrinkles on my forehead, but, it was worth it.

Shy Kinda Love is a must read. Love and patience will conquer fear.

I was provided with an ARC by the author in exchange for an honest review.
1 of 1 people found the following review helpful
HASH(0xa2813570) out of 5 stars Kade and Shyanne March 25 2015
By Jennifer R. Shiels - Published on
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This was a really sweet and tragic tale. Nicole Redding has had a pretty traumatic life. When she was 11 years old her best friend and her best friend's parents died in a car accident. At the age of 12, her mother walked out of her life without saying goodbye and then when she was fourteen she started being raped by her father's associates. This happened until the night before her 18th birthday and she couldn't take it anymore. So she tries to fight back and ends up killing a man. Her best friend Ryder who was the brother of her best friend that died when she was 11 is still in her life. He's military and he does what he can to protect her. He sets it up so she is put in Witness Protection. She becomes Shyanne Adams. She tries her best to not make friends or any other attachments because she worries all the time of being sent somewhere else. Against her better judgment she meets two girls and they become friends. She tries to not get attached but the girls won't take no for an answer and they become friends. She ends up moving in with them and through them she meets Kade Cross.

Shyanne has been dealt a pretty bad life. All she wanted was the love of her mother and father. Her mother left her when she was 12 and she has never gotten over that. She only wanted her father to love and protect her. But it seemed he let her pay his debts. She has been through so much but she still goes on living. Somedays she just survives but she finds ways to live. She is also referred to as a runner - she runs from bad situations and feelings. She has taken in an abused horse and she has brought him back to life. She is also learning to train horses and to help rehab them.

Kade is gorgeous and very intelligent. He has so many useless facts in his head and shares them all the time. He has plans for the future, becoming a FBI computer analyst. He knows that Shyanne is different and that he has to be careful with her. He finds ways to be there for her without putting pressure on her. His love for her is so strong and he will do anything for her.

Definitely worth reading.
1 of 1 people found the following review helpful
HASH(0xa21c9ae0) out of 5 stars A Must Read! March 26 2015
By Amazeballs Book Addicts - Published on
Format: Kindle Edition
Shy Kinda Love is a great story. When it starts Shyanne is not really living life, she just kind of goes through the daily process of existing. She has a bad past and the only one who really know her is Ryder.

I loved Ryder. He is like her big protective brother but always has Shy's best interest in mind. He pushes her to live her life. She becomes friends with Gemma and Keegan. Gemma and Keegan are great characters, they have some really funny lines. Through them she meets Kade. She has nicknamed Kade Patron because when she first saw him that is what he was drinking. Kade is a game changer for Shy. He makes her feel and want things she never did before.

Kade can't be a better guy. He's a sexy genius, he has big life plans. Kade is super sweet and caring. He definitely makes a great book boyfriend. He likes Shy but she is a little skittish. I loved reading about how Kade and Sky build a relationship.

Kade has plans for his future and Shy has a past. Shy is not sure on how the two will mesh together. Shy past also has a way of coming back to cause problems too. I absolutely loved this story and recommend it as a must read.

A copy was received for a review.